My Destiny

There was a fear that gripped me and ripped me
It carried me, and inpaired me
I cried out loud while my heart was bowed
In my mind there was a cloud
Yet I did not wish to look because I was so proud
Time goes by and He knows I've cried
Each outlet I've tried
Yet I found there is a reason for this confusion
for this frustration

Its a question and a test
That I am given before I can rest
Will I trust, I know I must
Will I remember to hold on to me Father
Or will I give up and not even bother
I will wait and will take
I will hold on because I care
I will love because I dare
I will trust because He is Just
I know what I feel
I will rest and will kneel

I know know why I feared to look in your eyes
It is because I feared I would conpromise
But now I know I must wait and will slow my gait
There will be a time and I won't worry that it'll be late
My one wish in my heart I had
and now I lay it all out on this pad
I wish that 'maybe 'someday I would find My destiny