Limitations

I'll tell you a secret,
I have missed the giggles and the secrets.
I have missed shopping and lunch out.
I have missed having a best freind,
for fifteen years that position has not been filled.

I have been lonely,
But I have learned to do many things on my own.
I have learned to think creativly to get things done.
I have learned that when there is a will there is a way, really is true.

The life I have choosen maybe strange to you.
But it is at the end of the day my life.
I harm no one and nothing in it.
If I prefer public transportation to driving why should it matter?

But in this world we dwell in I have found that is all that matters.
Without a car I do not exist for you.
I have no value, no worth.

I desearve a best freind that sees the best in me and not my limitations.