I can't take this anymore
Make it all go away
Stop the pain
Let everything be OK
The walls are pushing in
Suffocating all that I am
Soon you will be gone
And I’ll be left here with nothing
You know not what I go through
Hidden secrets
Without knowledge
There is nothing to be worried
This build up is waiting to explode
When I leave
This will diminish
And if I shall return?
Nothing will be the same
For better or worse?
The thoughts of everything as perfect
Non existent
I’m not waiting here this time
No one hears the cries
The cumbersome of holding it in
It doesn’t matter anymore…
Everything fades…
Away
As the blood pores down my arm
All the bad turns to content…
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Written June 27th, 2005
