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Engraved Hatred

 

I have yet to feel what others feel when they fall in love.
I have yet to see what others see when they look into the eyes of their love.
The only thing I have known for so long is this engraved hatred carved deep in my skin.
For years, I could only dream of what to do to those I despise.
I have been clouded with thoughts of my own demise.
Now I freely walk the earth with thoughts of love and life.
The engraved hatred has begun to fade.
I forgive those who treated me wrong.
I still love those who have ever loved me or my demented soul.
I change as those around me stare into my glistening eyes.
I become less of a bitch,
Less of a whore,
I start to ask for forgiveness from those I've hurt.
I realize that my engraved hatred has caused others pain that should've never been hurt.
Everything has begun to change as my engraved hatred shrinks in size.
I have yet to feel what others feel when they fall in love.
I have yet to see what others see when they look into the eyes of their love.
The only thing I have known for so long is the engraved hatred buried deep in my skin,
So forgive me if my transformation takes some time...
I do not mean to hurt any of you...
This will take time,
So please do be patient with me...
As the engraved hatred starts to be cured.

Author notes

Please be patient with me.. I am trying to change my cruel habits.
Written June 26th, 2005

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  • richalot
    July 16, 2005
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    deep an from the soul aslong as we stay strong we ll keep rocking on bigup urself all ur poems are quality peace to you an thanx for your comment

  • Tastes Like Murder
    June 26, 2005
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    This is really deep and really emotional. You seem to capture everything perfectly, and I hope one day love does come your way! Excellent write!

    Molly


  • Forgotten Warrior
    June 26, 2005
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    Sammy this is really deep i like this poem shit i used to have a hatred like that but now its time 4 all us to stop holding a grudge and u will find some u will love and ive never thought of u as a whore this is a great write keep written ok
    much love 4r the
    Forgotten Warrior

  • DeadlyAntidote
    June 26, 2005
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    Beautiful, really! I love it. I've been through almost the same transformation. so I kinda understand what you feel. Just don't worry too much about love it will come your way eventually. there is really nothing else you can do besides wait, everyone is just waiting for that one day that they are completely happy. then after that they wait on a swift, yet painful, death. be happy that you haven't loved yet, because then you would just be waiting to die. Life is pain and death is sleep, there is no true happiness unless you change you perspective of pain. Luv Ya SHITTLES smooch