My heart shouldn't be beating
I wish I wasn't here
Staring into your eyes
Wishing I could be with you.
The way I feel for you
Will never go away
I wish I wasn't invisible
And everything could be the same.
I watch you brush right past me
Pretending I don't exist
I wish with all my heart
You will glance my way.
Do you know I even exist?
Or am I just a disgrace to you?
Deep inside your heart
Do you feel anything for me?
Am I just the girl next door
Just a friend to you?
Will we ever be more?
Will you ever notice me?
Am I someone I shouldn't want to be?
Do you lie in bed at night
Thinking like I do
Or do you dream of someone else
Someone better than me?
Will the heartache I feel
Ever go away
Am I destined to be alone
The rest of these days?
I wish there was something
I could say
To make you feel the same
But there isn't anything
I haven't said already
So I'll just let my heart shatter
And cry myself to sleep.
Author notes
Ah, I was on my period when I wrote this...
Written June 26th, 2005
A contest entry
- Anything by guardianwithlove.
300 points, ended May 8, 2006, 33 entries
Silver trophy winner
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crying yourself to sleep, yep that does sound farmiliar to me, and thats how it goes at times, sad though, thanks for sharing this piece, keep up the awesome poetry, and best of luck in this contest here!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Wow do I know how this feels. X( Sometimes I swear I really am invisible.
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Thanx
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Congratulations on your award for this write
it was amazing
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awwww thanx I'm glad u liked it
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Oh wow, this is amazing. I love it. Well done. It's so full of emotion, and it's so sad. It's also sad becasue I feel this way, and that sucks. I like how you didnt try and spoil the poem by trying to force a rhyme, you just let it flow, and because of that your poem has turned out great. Good luck and thanks for entering my contest.
Emma xxxx
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