Clarity

Know my heart and my fears
See my pain and all my tears
My eyes are dry
Yet in my heart I cry
I fear to show how I feel
Because the devil might try to steal
Once before I was hurt
In my foolishness I was crushed in the dirt
Once before I hurt a friend
I do not know if it will mend

Who am I to say I will be here tomarrow
When each day I have I just borrow
I will say that 'maybe' someday
Yet even those words I fear to say
Because I may have hell to pay
So precious to me
I pray God would help me see
And to 'maybe' someday give me clarity

I pray He would help me be wise
And that this never dies
He has always heard all my cries
It now hurts to say goodbyes