Forgiveness

I took a walk today
Held a single rose in my hand
Looked out upon the ocean
As the sun kissed the waves
Sat on the beach in silence
The scent of the salt water filling the cool summer breeze
Relaxing the body as my mind scrambles through chaotic thoughts
Searching for comprehension
Looking for justification
Longing for understanding
Yearning for answers

Quick and heavy
Salty tears fell from emerald eyes
My tormented heart cried out to the heavens
Begging for forgiveness
But how can I be forgiven
When I cannot forgive?
Years have past
And resentment I held close
Damned you for leaving me
Cursed Him for taking you from me
Vowing never to forgive

Today it is time to make peace
Accept the past
Deal with the present
And look forward to the future
So as these rose petals fall into the sea
I release with it my contentment
I open my heart
Show you my love
I grant you my forgiveness
And with my mind, body and soul
Finally am able to set you free