Know Me?

Do you want to know me? My thoughts are a closed picture to all but those who read.
A fire burns in my heart that will never die.
You try to tell me, you try to reason with me that its all a lie
I will fall at times and you will see me struggle
Weakness and pain are all to real, often I am troubled
But don't look only at my trials and tears
Often my ears hear only insults and jears
Yet I have something, a everlasting satisfaction
You say you can be satisfied with your own passions
You've got that guy or girl at your will
desires heat your mind and turn your thoughts and kill
Don't say that when you lay in bed at night
that you never realize that your at the end of your might
Don't think that I have never had tears of frustration
I know that your heart is filled with oppresion
Those nights when all is dark and quiet your screams fill the air
You are not the only one to ask 'why?' while your heart begins to tear
I know the feeling of being brought so low that suicide seems good