Hidden

To be honest and happy
I wish that would be enough
...but I question myself,
my life ahead
pain,
suffering,
tears...
broken promises
The forbidden union never lasts....
I wish that were not so,
but they will forever be out of my reach...
Shadows,
teasing figures...
there is no easy way to sort this...
I wish...
it had been different
but when it comes to love, the heart is blind
and true love surpasses gender...
the seas are stormy down this path
I shall never know if the heavens,
shine upon the hidden love
...but...
I swear to be true, eternally loyal
so...
if you find me I will be waiting
our embrace will tear the skies asunder,
because I will always await you
if my love is tainted, unclean
I will weep
but I cannot change
that is the way of the world
...I hold eyes only for the shadows
I will not lie
that is the way of my heart
please...oh god please
if you find me,
                                        don't leave me
or you shall take my soul with you
I will have few chances in the shadows

This love is the only path that captivates me
I will give everything to you...
just don't break my heart
my chances will be rare
but I will try,
I promise
even if it costs me happiness

for others...
they scowl, look down
hurt, tear, cut...
I scream...bleed...
but they will not stop...

until I die, I would love you
because I don't want broken promises,
scattered letters,
empty kisses,

This black rose wishes to be held by black roses,
not white
I only yearn for truth,
an everlasting love
Listen to my heart
do you hear it sing?
in love for the shadows...
I will not hide it anymore

However rare the black roses are...
I shall search them

no matter how hard
I wish it was not this way

only the shadows can unlock my heart