Something is telling me not to trust you
But i was always told to follow my heart
Yah you hurt me but i can forgive
Something tells me that i can love you
And i can ignore your rudness and unthoughtfullness
But someone has to speak up
Someone has to if not me
Who do i trust now?
Who can i tell my inner thoughts to?
Whos gonna be there so i can have a shoulder to cry on?
I know your sorry but it doesn't take away the pain
It still hurts when i think of you
Something is tearing me up inside and i think its you
You've let out some kind of monster from your kiss
From your love
Something is not letting me let go
I want to let you go but my love for you comes out in my dreams
Its hard to forget and easy to forgive
You've caused me so much pain and i still come back to you because i love the feeling in your arms
But i'm afraid thats a wrongdoing
I want to swallow my heart and think of you no longer
I want to throw away the pain
I want to decorate the walls with our love but im afraid its the wrong shade of red
I'm trying to kill my pain softly
Trying to earse your face
But you still linger
You have found my plight
And i have lost my height
My limit
Rihgt now your the only reason
I can't sleep through the night
Author notes
This probley like the fastest poem i've ever wrote because everything just liturally spilled out of me and this poem means alot to me because i'm going through probley the biggest heartache i've ever gone through
Written June 16th, 2005
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Thanx kortney!!!! your suck a sweetheart!!! I love you so much!!! Im glad you can relate cuz its so hard going though this by myself ya know!!!! so call me anytime yu need to talk!!!! k k !!!! love ya tonz
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thanx for your response!!!! I know i should listen when i no not to trust someone but sometimes its so hard when you know you really like this person!!!
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OMg....Ashely this is friggen awsome!!! I can totally realate. I hope thigs between you and you know who are getting better. Whihc form waht you were telling me that they are....BUt no matter if you decide to love him and accept him or not is your choce ut i will always be here for u. Becca prob feels the same way. SO you know you got us!! LoVe YoU So MuCh!!!!!
Your cuz KOrtney, -
Hmmmm...it has been my experience when that something says not to trust that is the something you should listen to..unfortunately it is usually right. This was very well written..I can relate to all you've said. I hope you will keep writing and sharing your words here with us all.
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~Kristy
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