Bullshit,
Deception,
Outright Lies.
Not things you would expect to come from a friend,
Yet all things one has practiced for quite some time.
Since when does someone close
willingly violate the trust of
someone that cares for them
Since when is deception
a way to preserve friendship
and prevent emotional pain
Since when does dishonesty
promote happiness and
long-lasting joy
For eight months I've put up with it,
because I couldn't bring myself to believe it was true.
because I couldn't believe that my friend would deceive me.
because I though my friend was a better person than that.
because I couldn't stand to look at her like I knew she was.
She saw the desperation inside me and once again...she lied.
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Yeah, I'm sure all of you people reading this know who and what this is about. That being said I don't really have that much left in this way of author comments.
Written June 7th, 2005
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what??
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*sighs* oh ben....
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lets see, as for who knows me better than you there's rikku & kagura as is evidenced by the fact that you are the only one who couldn't figure out that the poems were related to Kisa. so yeah, I consider myself to be perfectly clear with what the intent of the poem was...sry that you didn't figure it out until Rikku told you
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I have no problem talking with you, and I definately don't want this to ruin our friendship, but I still don't get wtf you were thinking...so yeah...I guess thats what I really just wanna know is wtf you thought you were doing, cause I really don't think your the type of person who does that for kicks
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Thank god, I was like heartbroken I felt like shit.
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i really don't know what to say except for the fact that i'm sorry, and i know that's definatly not enough to win your trust back. i just wish all this pain would go away for you. this is the last thing i wanted, i dont want to hurt, especially over me. but maybe sometime...we can talk. cause i hate this pain i brought upon you. 
please talk to me when you feel like you can 
-Kisa
please...i'm so sorry -
kate as i said before...these haven't been about you
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Wow you are really emo. And if you need someone to talk to, who knows you better than me, and who knows more about being really emo that me. Feel free to call and talk, and know that what you asy is in cofindence. AND from now one label who these are all about, I thought a few were about me and you had me crying in school, and I was wearing NON-waterproof makeup. You need to be more clear.
Love you babe!
˘ľKate
Edited on Jun 09, 4:26 p.m. because 'Rikku corrected me'. -
Benjamin Dear...you are just going to make things worse if you go on like this...I'll talk to you about it soon okee dokee? I hope your computer gets fixed soon, I miss you! Love Rikku
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me and one of my friends have just recently gone through a scenero like this. The outcome was that we aren't friends any longer. Just keep your head up and remember that you've got everyone here at AP that you can count on.
Love you always,
~~~April~~~
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