break—fractured, splintering, shattering
falling, glittering soundless and eternal moment, glass shards
lost and searching, seeking. Lost within myself.
falling. turning twisting in a room of darkened mirrors.
tattered wings. scattered feathers.
worth-less, nowhere, no one, empty.
where am I
want to talk can’t find words
trapped
want to cry-scream-yell
who do I turn to, and where?
how do I let it out?
building inside, I don’t know
What it is and I want need to loose it
let it out and how do I
--cut it away but can’t do that
nothing left is there? is, but can’t find it
can’t figure out where to go what to do
mind is gone and where’s my heart
where do I go
what do I do
how do I let go
how do I release
Author notes
This was basically stream-of-consciousness when I was feeling depressed and near-panicky. The crap inside my mind.
Written June 7th, 2005
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I really like this a lot. It's an enjoyable read, and I am rather fond of the format. Very well penned. Thank you immensely for sharing!
XOXO Cheerios XOXO
Meg
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