Sorry

Getting sucked back in
Need to forget you for good
If that means lying to myself
So be it, just need to forget it

Don’t care about you anymore
I’m sorry
Don’t love you anymore
I’m sorry
Don’t come near me
I’m sorry

Need to become numb
So I can’t feel you there
If that means saying, “I don’t care”
So be it, so I don’t feel it

You are nothing to me
I’m sorry
You are white amongst a white background
I’m sorry
You are no longer in my heart
I’m sorry

Now I say things
That hurt to say
Saying I don’t care
What a lie!
But it’s part of my healing process
Slowly I am regenerating
My lost heart tissue
No longer, no longer
Will I care for you
I’m sorry. . .