i wish this time i knew

she was the living light with in my soul
but this time baby the pain has taken its toll
my heart has taken a fatal hit
i don't know if i can fix this shit
i found out the things you said
these things won't leave my head
over and over thats all i hear

can i ever venture in to the free and clear
did you break my trust
with the words made of lust
or maybe you did find love some where besides me
i just can't let this shit be
i got to know the truth of it all

because baby this is my downfall
you cut me up and watched me bleed
did you think this was some shit i wouldn't heed
just take it all in
and once again let you win

not this time i can't say i'm sorry for this
even though if i walk away it will be some thing i miss
i really do love you
i just thought it was some thing you knew
can i stay and regroup my heart from the pain
or should i just sever the vein

it just keeps running through my head
i can't even lay down to sleep in my bed
the place we once made our own
with the pain that i have been shown
i don't know if i can walk down the same path and change
all i can do is resort the words and hope it doesn't feel strange
can i still love you ??
i wish this time i knew