can you tell?

look into a muddle puddle you can see,
only you and your pains are never noticed
how much you love the way life kicks you in
the balls and runs away from the dog in the neighbor's
yard that barks all the time you wait in your room
for another person to help you with your problems and your
fears are your own and you can never change that you are a
loser abandoned by the society you call home is just
killing your feeling and core emotions drive your life
and by the time you realize it you can't stop slitting
the throats of all the people you know are sore from yelling
and screaming at you until the dawn of the new day you long
expected never came you hate the people that love you cause
they cheat and lie about all the thing you adore are gone from
the world you cried for has forgotten you,

die.