Once A Hero

I remember when I was little
though now it seems to have been just a dream
so long ago I once thought you a hero
then I found you to be just a fake...

How could I be so stupid to believe?
How could I have thought that wrongly of you?
so many questions run through my mind at full speed
How could I have thought you once my hero?

Lying here wondering for hours to come
trying to figure out what might have made me think such a thing
once you were a man who truly cared for us; your family
even though you were not my real dad
I let you take a place to be

Tears running down my cheeks, like the first rain of spring
so many emotions flowing through me, like the destructive winds of a tornado
spinning through me; losing me completely I feel so confused
I do not hate you; yet I feel no love
having lost my trust when you laid that hand on me
having lost my sight to you when you ignored me for so long

Now you lie there wondering why my mom is taking actions against you
think back to the time when you once loved us
maybe you will see the reasons for this time to come
but I doubt you will change; you will only blame as you have been
and all I have to ask you now is...

What happened to the hero I once knew?