Blacken my eyes
tell me I'm not worth it
people out there still think that
I'm of no use, I know
Care to rub it in??
I'm running away from it all
running away so heartbroken and such
why not make it short and sweet
and run your lies right over me?
xoxo
my dearest wishes
sent with my hugs and kisses
f*ck you!!
you never meant it!!!
i sliced my wrists in my closet
waited and waited for the moment
in which you would finally open your arms
take me in and whisper to me
all the things i ever needed to f*cking know
well i suppose i was used for another show?
its normal now, my usual
no dear, i never meant it that way
i wanted to show my love
in a sort of "unique" way
unique as in F*ckin razors??
the slashed thighs???
the bloody wrists???
is that your love????
and i thought you meant it when you said
"Your my little savior from up above"
Well I have news for you,
There is no "up above"
Nor is there a "down below"
So allow to rest
And I'll ease with my heart
Back down on my fun
No don't say that,
I never meant to hurt you
I'm a total mess!!!!!
Let me PLEASE try to confess!!!!!
Nope, No need
I don't need your pity
My eyes are dry
My hopes unfilled
And yet its your soul
Not Mine
Which has been killed
I cant start new
But I sure in the hell can move on
For this Little "battle"
I just won
Author notes
Written May 26th, 2005
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