no one can

why do i have to take a trip like this
this is some shit i would not miss
fucking more pain and heartache
this shit is to hard to mistake
this is one emotion you can't confuse
its one emotion i wish i could lose
but what is life with out pain
a fucking life i could sustain
why does love have to be one big game
when the out come is always the same
i always lose and end up hurt
with my name and shit in the dirt
if there was i god i would ask him to end it all
i can't get back up from another great down fall
one time it almost took my life with a few drinks
i just hope this time i can work out all the kinks
but is this worth loseing your life
i'm willing to take a chance give me the knife

on my last smoke of the day
with each hit the sky becomes a darker grey
could this be the worst of it all
how is it possible to stand tall
when your six feet deep in the shit that every one brings

if you were my life line would you answer if it rings
if i scream till i brake an ear drum and bleed
can you be all the things i need
no one can