come down and sit here with me

watery drops
                 
                    fill heavily
                       
                          lined eyes.
                 
     in the darkness
                 
                  no one else can see
      except me...
                             standing so closely.


cars pass quickly
           
            by the sidewalk
                       
                    where i'm sitting.


      they don't know about
                       her tears.
                              or of your ending
            a year ago by where they drive now.

  they pass by so nonchalantly.
                    i wonder if they're happy.

         i hope they are.



 you slowly let go of this railing
            that i look up at now from below,
spanning the ocean,
          taking people to this suffocating city.


this railing, this step,
          kept your thin heart beating.
  that one step
      takes it all away.


                           the world is going on without you.

     blood written tragedy on
              the pavement where i stand.


        the rain has almost washed it away now.