YOU LOOK INTO MY EYES WITH TEARS IN YOURS AND PROCLAIM YOUR UNDYING LOVE FOR ME..
NOT KNOWING THAT I KNOW EACH AND EVERY WORD YOU SAY IS A LIE AND YOU ARE DECEIVING ME WITH EVERY WORD..
WHEN I LOOK INTO YOUR EYES I CAN SEE THE TRUTH..
YOU DENY OUR LOVE TO YOUR FRIENDS AND DECEIVE ANOTHER AS YOU DECEIVE ME,WITH MORE LIES...
HOW CAN I LOVE A MAN THAT IS SO DISHONEST?
HOW DO I GET OVER THESE FEELINGS OF BETRAIL?
HOW DO I GO ON LIVING KNOWING THAT I AM ONCE AGAIN MADE A FOOL OF?
AND WHAT DO I TELL MY FAMILY AFTER LEAVING TO COME SO FAR AWAY TO MARRY A MAN THAT CAN MAKE THE BIGGEST FOOL OF ME ?
WHY DID I BELIEVE THAT THIS MAN COULD BE THE ONE AND DIFFERENT FROM ALL THE REST?
AM I ANY DIFFERENT THEN HE BY KEEPING THE FACT THAT I KNOW INSIDE EVEN THOUGH EVERY TIME I ASK ALL I GET IS LIES AND DECEPTION..
YOU SAY WE HAVE TO BE HONEST WITH EACH OTHER BUT YET I KNOW FOR A FACT THAT YOU LIE TO ME WHEN YOU TELL ME THERE ISN'T ANOTHER!
ALL I CAN FEEL NOW IS THE UNCONTROLLABLE FEELING OF WANTING TO END MY LIFE!
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Written May 17th, 2005
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Hello, sweetheart--
I know I haven't come by to visit you in a very long time, but I hadn't seen you around and I wasn't sure if you had just left our company or what. I do not like what I read here (and no, I do not mean stylistically). The reason is because I have another friend here who is in the same kind of relationship, and I become highly enraged when people I care for get entrenched with people who mean them no good. As many times as I have wanted to die over having lost love, I think you are far too valuable to let this miscreant conquer you and take over your mind and heart. You are a good person, and deserve better.
Do I have to come and kick this guy's ass?
I have heels and am not afraid to use them! 
This is awful. Your words make me crumple up with sadness.
I pray for your well-being.
Many blessings,
Raven Aurora
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Ok, so maybe I don't know everything that's happening, but I'm your daughter and to hear you say such words tears me up. I love you mom, and I'm here for you no matter what. You will always have special place in my heart, and to even consider the thought of not having you in my life would be the blade that peirces my spine. I know you love him, but if you need me, I'm here for you. Anything you need, you can count on me. I am merely a phone call away.
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Worrying!
No man is worth giving your life for...If this man is causing you so much pain..then you must cast him aside...there are many good and honest men in the world who are alone that would give anything to prove their worth..dont see all men as being the same as this one of whom you speak!
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