Ex Lover's Rant

I couldn't express myself enough! Look at me! LOOK! What color are my eyes? Don't tell me to open them, I want you to look through the eyelids... into my soul. You've done it before, just not to me. I believe I deserve it!
Blue?
I knew it! You don't remember. You answered correctly, with a question! My soul is bleeding. Can you catch the blood drops? Or do you no want to stain your pretty little hands red? I see you never washed the guilt off. But now, it seems that you want to be my "friend". Well, my dear, "friends" are there for each other... I can't believe I ever loved you!
Why?
Ha! I used to ask myself... all the time! Why did I love you. Then I remember. Because you were so CUTE, so CHARMING, always seemed to catch me if I were falling. Too bad I wasn't smart enough to realize you were only catching me so you could push me yourself. Push me further down than I ever was before... And pretend to be there to pick me up...
HA HA!
Do you even know what love is? Or do you enjoy playing this game where you toy with one's emotions until you find someone else to toy with? Well, stop toying with mine! I'm DONE! Over! It's been over a year, and still, when you talk to me, when you pass me by and say hi, I still feel like it was all my fault... then I realize...
I have someone who loves me as much as I love him! And someone like you, I fear, may never now what that's like again