i give up
i don't care anymore
i never get what i want anyway
not trying to sound like a spoiled brat
just wanting what i have always been without
i am parched by its absence
to find what i am looking for would be the water in my mouth
why am i the on without?
i am giving up
i don't care
you can have him
after all i am used to it
i wish i could write more
but it seems impossible
it makes me so mad
the hate blocks words for my paper
like a filter
not wanting the world to know how mad i am
i hope i can survive
with all the loss bottled up inside
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i dont know what to do but cry........
Written May 10th, 2005
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good, but said
Darlin' I know what you mean..I feel like crying too, but I told you that I've cried enough for the both of us this week. Everyone keeps saying it can only get better, and I guess it is because I get to see Eddie and my brother tomorrow..Love ya.
~Daniela -
aww casey u shouldnt give fight for your man
~chelsea~ -
that was great babe..more like a story than a poem i think..but it was great..im sorry bout wats bothering you..luv ya ltos
-Britt
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