Back Then

I lie awake each night
crying myself to sleep
I never again want light
just leave me to weep
as more cuts appear now
in sorrow my head bows

And between that sheet
I wish to die,uncared for
another love I wish not meet
no one who will adore
i tell myself love no more
as my spirit remain torn

and way back then
when your eyes shimmered
if i hadn't you would've been
still here like i remembered
in sadness i lied to you
but deep down you knew