I wish i was dead. I wish you were dead.

The silence between us is begining to make my heart stop..
The beating is slowling down, and my body is motionless. Being along without you in my life is destroying everything that is left inside my soul..
I want to die.
..No.
I want you to die. Without you, i can make it. Without you, my life will be better. So leave.
But i need you..
..Need you so bad that my soul is stretching so far out, that its ripping my skin..I'm bleeding.
I blame you.
I blame us..
No, Just you.
You did this to us. You did it. It's all on you. How could you leave me, After everything i did. After i gave you all that i had. You're selfish. You took it all, and left. Me, with nothing but a chipped heart.

No you didnt break my heart, but you chipped it..which makes it worse. Because now i have to feel it heal, and i cant deal with this shit anymore. I'm to sore, Just kill me.
Kill you..Kill us..Fucking die..
I want to scream in your face. I want to slice your throat for hurting me. You are the one who said "promise me you'll never hurt me." And i promised you. Why couldnt you keep your fucking promise. Why couldnt you leave me before i allowed you to hold my heart.
Why!?
I loved you..with all that i had. But you had to leave..
You left me..With nothing.
I wish i was dead..
I wish you would die..
I love you.