My Dearest Friend: Razor Blade
My Dearest friend why have you lied to me,
You said my pain would cease if I were to bleed.
I've bled and bled but still the pain exists,
Why would you be so cruel to lie to me like this.
So confused and lonely, I just want to die.
I feel nothing but pain and I don't know why.
Stuck in a world where no one understands,
So many ulterior motives, And evil plans.
My Dearest friend please take it all away,
Take my pain and suffering, End it all today.
Show me the way to another life and time,
Allow me to take on their pain as mine.
I don't want to see them hurting anymore,
Give them peace and happiness like before.
Find a way to make them understand and see,
I couldn't take life anymore, My soul has been set free.
My Dearest friend, My trusted razor blade,
Thank you so much for all the pain you've gave.
Through times of despair you've helped me through,
Now that I've given up, There's one thing left to do.
Take the pain away one last time for me,
Cover the floor in blood for the world to see.
Show them the meaning they gave my life,
Tell them it's their fault for all this strife.
My Dearest friend, Don't let me down now.
Cut so deep the ruby red river runs dry somehow.
Kill my dreams and break me free from this pain,
Somehow I know if you don't, Life will stay the same.
Tell each and every loved one good-bye,
Tell them lies to make them happy, Don't let them cry.
They never loved me, They never did care..
If they did they wouldn't of caused so much despair.
My Dearest friend, Give me one last sinful kiss,
Help me say good-bye to the ones who've hurt me like this.
Take me to a place where the pain is no more,
Show me a way out of this place, And out of my inner war.
With each tear drop falling from my face
It helps me to wash away the inner disgrace.
Nothing was as I said it to be, The happiness was a lie.
If only you could of heard my screams, I wouldn't have to die.
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Written April 27th, 2005
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everything in this piece of art pertains to my life...you have it all etched into a few lines...i didn't think that was actually possible but you've proved me wrong. i hope you know what you have is a beautiful gift...don't lose it...don't let it fade away like so many other things. take hold and never let go
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I am quite sure this is Frances's work, she writes wonderfully, if its not, It is amazing. I really enjoyed it and in a way I know the feeling, excpet I neve rwent as far as hoping for suicide. Amazing job.
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this is a really good poem.. And it has alot of emotions in it.. Nice work,- janelle
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to date,this is the most emotional write that i have read from you and the saddest.my heart breaks as each word touch it.i want to find you and hold you tight and let my love flow into your veins and give you the gift of happiness and love.to know that i sit here and can only read of your great pain and can do nothing is a hard burden to bear.i wish you were near me so i could show you how great you are,but in the end you have to love yourself to know how great you are.
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Oh my gosh. THis is an excellent write. I am just hoping this is poetic words on paper and not the feelings you are having now. I love your writings. THey are so deep and full of emotions. I look forward to reading more. There are lots of people here to listen and talk to. THey understand these feelings. Again, this is an excellent write. Keep your chin up and remember, you have lots of friends that love and care about you. Applauds for this write. Tina.
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Sweetie.. 
That is so sad.. It hurts to read that you go through so much pain and theres nothing I can do.. I love you heaps hun.. Please take care.. Awesome write.
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oh hun this hurts me to read...yet I must to know what pain you're feeling...and this "friend" of yours I'll surely hurt for it is only hurting you more....one day hun I promise I'll find a way to make you happy...even if I must die trying I'll do it...because I truly care for you and you do not deserve the droplets of red nor tears...lots of love to you sweetheart from me your special friend who is here for you always
love you tons
~~Tori~~
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oh my goodness. This is really really good. I just hope you don't feel like this. It is a horrible feeling i know. be strong. Be all that u can be.
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