You'll never see all the pain I hold inside me,
Never knowing how torn I am,
Torn between suicide and you,
So pull out the angel wings you've given me,
See me for what I am,
See my flaws, my sins, the realness of me.
Expose me for what I am,
Expose my horns and raven wings,
Expose my dark soul with poison filled veins,
Expose yourself to knowing all of me,
Expose my good,
Expose my bad,
Rip from me the heart that before you I never had,
Numb the feelings you've given me so I can feel myself again.
Stop the pain of missing you causes,
Stop my fears of losing you,
Stop my tears of happiness of having you,
Help me to my grave,
Leave me,
And leave me to my suicide.
Because without you I do not love nor live,
So say goodbye and seal my coffin lid shut,
For I cannot live without you.
Author notes
I was upset and suicidal at the time I wrote this...Please pardon this Cody because it is just my venting of depression and shit sorry if it upsets you. I LOVE YOU CODY!!!!!!
(This was written In March while at my mom's house.)
Written April 20th, 2005
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WOW WOW WOW this is soooooooooo awsome i love it love it love it!!! ok i need to calm myself down....thats better n e wayz this is really good i feel the same way about this guy but to him i am invisible which really suxs cause i really like him... lol
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there's only one way i can help with your pain and if it's what you want then well, like i said " ask and you shall receve."
.. so you asked and i guess you shall receve if its what you want ..love you.........
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this is well expressed like golen raven said it was interesting to read nice job on it!
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from the heart write, nothing is worth the pain, Very well expressed ... Craig ( GoldenRaven )
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