I just want to be your friend...

I hate you
I hate the way you make me feel
I hate how you pretend to be my friend
In times when you think I'm in some crisis

And ignore me when I really need you
I need help with this!
This isn't something I can do alone!
Why won't you listen?

I'm not sure what you want from me
I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do
I've never been in a position like this before
I don't even know how to start

I don't know what you expect from me
But I know what I expect from you

I want your support
I don't want you to do things for me
I want to know what you've done already
Where I need to catch up
I want to be able to talk to you
Outside business hours
I want to communicate with you
I don't want you to look down on me
Just because I can't remember anything anymore
I don't want you to worry about me
I want you to speak to me like you would
Any other person
I want to be your friend