This is wut I deserve

This is what I do and this is what I get
Thinking about our future together and being all set
But I made the mistake and it cost me everything I dreamed of
But the words out of my mouth wont mean anything anymore

Cause you hate me now, will all your guts
You hate the fighting, bitching and even the fuss
So you even payback and make me hurt more
But hurting you dear, is the greatest pain of all

I know my sorrys wont change a thing
I know these words will mean nothing to you
And now there is nothing that I can really do
Since your with a different man and i have to live with it

"I wish in the end it’ll be you and me,
but I doubt it wont play out like that,
this isn’t the movies"

These are the words that you have told me
And I wished for the same, being together
But now I know and finally can see
That you have a man that isnt me

I know my sorrys wont change a thing
I know these words will mean nothing
And now there is nothing I can really do
Except for saying Im sorry, but that wont mean anything to you