She has me sitting on her bed
and she pretends I'm someone else
as her hand slides up my thigh.
And I just want to be
and I just want to be
and I just want to be...
I'd not have anything less than perfect
from you tonight, dear.
Hit the lights.
I'm right here.
I keep waiting for her to gasp
and call his name so that I
may finally know for sure.
She'd not grant me that luxury.
Yeah, I know her
better
than that.
He was your cornerstone
that you used to build your world.
You share a mailbox and a bed and
Hit the lights.
I'm right here.
There's a romantic comedy on the TV.
and I just want to be
and I just want to be
and I just want to be.
The fact of the matter is, I'm not
able to just keep telling myself
that I don't care.
Hit the lights.
She's right there.
The fact of the matter is,
I'm not.
and I just want to be.
Inside the inside of my head
I can hear her heart beat,
begging to be fed.
But I've nothing but all
that I am to give,
and that's not enough
to allow me to live.
and I just
(Hit the lights
be with me
for tonight)
want to be.
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Written April 11th, 2005
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*sigh* i come back to this over and over again...
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until not to long ago i wouldn’t have loved this the way i love it now. and he did – her name. her name is my name, his name is your name and if it’s the same you’ll never be hurting nor cheating! oh my – oh no. If I could – I’d make you, but it wouldn’t be for me to decide. there’s a shirt, ‘j’ scrawled across the tag - identification - it is not mine nor his nor yours. It’s a repulsive - a fucking t shirt can you imagine? alas, it has touched all the same places on all three. Not one, not two - three perhaps a fourth - how sickening can this game, this life - this foul wretch get? ohhhhhhhh - how horrible. how ironic - and disgusting. Don’t touch, don’t touch, don’t touch!!! Oh, to scream and end it all… I could hurt her in ways in oh so many ways my dear! but i wont. i could never. i just hope - for her sake - she can heed a warning far better than i.
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Isn't it difficult to love someone when their heart is taken? Truly a wonderful read .. you did a great job captivating the moment.
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this poem was good and i wanted to keep reading. the repetition was used good too. im sorry that you are hurting. but this write was very good.
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Oh wow. There is a lot of emotion in this piece. I reallllly liked it. I can connect to this poem and the message that it sends. Good write.
-Mimi -
Excuse me,
This is Linzi. I would kindly like all of you to know that Zak is the nicest, sweetest person I have ever met. I would never want him to be someone he isn't. This is simply how he feels
and against my better judgement, it is something I cannot change.
Zak is the man, He doesn't have to pretend to be anyone else, he's perfect just the way he is.
I'm hitting the lights now.
Linzi -
zac, feel free to IM me if you need someomne to talk to..i am sorry that she is making you feel so much pain, no one deserves to be treated that way, including you!
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Oh darlin I'm so sorry that you feel this way. I'm sorry shes making you hurt and that you want so much to be someone else because that's what she wants. You need to talk IM me
Love Shari -
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