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He used to phone me weekly from California to Colorado 'Hi Mom' a grown son inquiring after his aging mother miles away One day that phone call came 'Hello Mom', twas different, he said The Dr called, the MRI results show something, he must see me today The next call told of suspected Cancer This young husband and father Reality, hearing his life is threatened A whole new perspective and awakening Now I am with he and his family, each day I listen and sense what his voice is saying 'Mom!' with urgency means the pain is back he needs help to bring ease, relieve anxiety There is the 'Mom....' which is the voice of my little boy seeking comfort and assurance that I am there, a rock of love and strength Then the times when 'Mom' is the grown man talking about his illness, the chemo, survival rate and statistics How it all relates to him in the big picture There are and will be times of stress, worry and fear, times I hear the 'Mom!', when I have overstepped my 'authority' with the grandkids or some happening in the home I am so aware now of all my children though grown, what is behind the 'Mom' when they call and we talk, and I know that so much more is said than just words All these things, because of a Mom and her Son |
A Mom And Her Son
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My next to youngest son who is 33, has been diagnosed with follicular lymphoma. I have come to be in their home during this battle. So many thoughts and emotions come to one during a time such as this.
Written April 10th, 2005
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Thank you so much Bullet, your compassion and caring heart truly touched me when I came here today. Your prayers mean a lot and I know that HE will be with us as you have said. JOhn is doing well at this point, it seems he is responding to treatment. It is one of the Cancers which is considered incurable with remissions and relapses. But I know that God is able and our faith and trust is in Him. God bless you, sharon
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That was really sad to hear but I know Lord would always be with you and shall continue giving you strength. Take care Sharon, my prayers to your family.
Bullet
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BloodRoses, Thank you for your message of Hope. And we will not lose Hope, it is amazing how it is always there and is so alive. You have brought a smile to me as I read your reply to mine... HUgs, sharon
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Dear Sherry,
Thank you for your love and prayers and your caring response. I know that we feel the power of all who are praying and it has lent strength and comfort. I know that the Lord is with us and His Grace is sufficient for each day. I am so glad that we know Him and have experienced His Love and answered prayers so many times. God bless you my friend, love, sharon -
Dearest Joyce, I have just read your words and thank you so much for reading and responding. You are right, it never seems to get easier. Just when you think things are all right, something else comes along. But I have been amazed at John's attitude through all of this and he says it is too bad that it takes something like this to wake one up sometimes. He is growing spiritually through it and his faith and the faith of so many who are praying is felt each day. I so appreciate your prayers and I know that they are heard... and that HE cares. Love, sharon
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no thanks is needed
blessings from my heart to your family...please take care...and the best of luck in your fight
never lose hope
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Thank you so much BloodRoses, Your words mean a lot to me and the compassion you have shown. Thank you for caring, love, sharon
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God bless you for your words on this poem, and I think every day of so many others who are going through this same thing. It makes one so aware and makes you know that you are not alone. I know so many who are fighting Cancer and other diseases and difficulties in their lives. I feel so close to them and hold them up to the Lord each day.. He knows each family and person. God bless you, sharon
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Thank you so much for your response, I so appreciate your words.You know, I had not shown this poem to him but I am going to now that you have mentioned it. God bless you, your words touched me and blessed me. Your prayers mean so much. love, sharon
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Dearest Ann,
Thank you so much for your kind, lovely and insightful response to these words. Especially about you and your brothers relationship with your Mom. That really touched me and brought a smile to my face. It is amazing how things like this don't really come to the forefront of ourmind until something causes it to happen. Thank you for your love and prayers, we can feel the strength and comfort of them from so many people and especially from the presence of the Lord. HUGS, sharon -
This is really very beautiful...im so sorry about your son and i want you to know that he is in my prayers. im sure you all will come out on top of this. good luck and thank you for sharing such a sad yet wonderful poem with me and the rest of us on allpoetry.
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Sharon,
I know its not easy for you having to go through so much, I hope John will be alright and you will be to. Your faith keeps holding on in each battle and love for Jesus. So many of your battles show that and how he keeps you all close the Lord and U. I know you love your son and can't help but be concerned. Sherry
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Sharon my friend I cannot believe all you have had to bear with your children. Having two grown sons I know it never really gets easier does it. He will be in my prayers and I so much understand these feelings. We never stop being mom.
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wow heartfelt indeed
i dont have children and my mother is nothing like you seem to be so i cant really relate
but this is wonderful
the best of luck to you and your prescious family
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wonderfully heartfelt *inspiring*
Such a heartfelt write, I am so sorry your family, as many others, have to face this challenge in life. My prayers are with you all in your time of worry and fear. Cherish your moments each and everyone, face each day with that mothers smile, open arms, and courage. -
very sad but lovely to read
You are all going through such a terrible time, especially your son...and deep down inside I reckon he feels safe and comforted being your little boy again....you sound the perfect mum...my prayers are with you both...i do hope you have shown this poem to him. -
Oh Sharon, this is really so touching. It made me think of
my own daughter...but even moreso...the relationship my brothers and i have with our mother. As i read your words...i could hear all of our own ways of saying the words.
You and your family remain in my prayers, my friend. You know, no matter how old or what the illness...when i am sick...i still wish my Mommy was there to pamper me. Your son is blessed to have you with him now.
Ann
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