This ache is acute
and only comes
when I think of you
of the kisses
we could've shared
of the laughter
that could've filled your eyes
of the love
that we once shared
Is it so easy for you
to forget?
Is it so easy for you
to not love me?
I don't get it.
Didn't we say "forever?"
Didn't you mean it?
Am I the only one
that this kills?
Was I so easy
to replace?
I'm trying
--oh, god--
I'm trying
to let go
to forget
to not love you
to take back "forever"
But I can't seem to
everything I do
see
think
hear
feel
reminds me of you
Is it always going
to be this way?
Will I ever stop
pining for you?
Author notes
God, I wish I could just get over this.
Written April 9th, 2005
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