Lord I ask you to see me through,
To guide me and help me now,
To do what I know is true,
I am reaching deep inside,
For all my strength to pull me,
And keep me close beside you....
I seen a miracle because of you,
My fiance' and I just started something new,
To him maybe a warning sign,
Only you and him really knew.....
You gave him just a little more time,
You opened his eyes to your divine light,
The path you may have laid out for him,
For him to make a decision that was wrong or right....
We both just had started going to church,
Our hearts were in it, it's true,
He accepted you into his life,
Then shortly, you took him into eternal life....
I don't think I am crazy,
I do believe in you,
I'm telling others my story,
Because Jesus I love you!
The end is coming nearer,
Because of you we have a choice,
You paid a high price for us sinners,
Crucified up on the cross,
And those who believe and follow you,
Will have paradise in eternal life!
Author notes
Theres so much hate in this world...theres so many crimes...wrong doing others....forgiving others leaves us a peace that only someone that truly forgives knows how...I just recently started going back to church...right before my fiance' had his heart attack I poured my heart out to a preachers wife about how I wanted me and my fiance' to start going to church so that we as a couple could grow spiritually together....she said she would pray for us and then he had a heart attack and the rest follows here in my poem...prayer does have so much power, you just have to believe in it.
Written April 5th, 2005
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What an awesome positive expression of faith. There are some who would have walked away after losing their fiance, but you are able to see beyond this world...to the miracle.
I enjoyed reading this. Thank you for letting me know about it.

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thank you!
thank you sooo much for your comment on this poem! I really appreciate it!
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I love this poem and it's so close to how I was lead into church,instead of me leading him to it.I felt they're couldn't be a god or all the tortures that was done to me wouldn't have happened.My poem God Hears All say alot.I love your poem,I love it.
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Wow, you are so lucky Johnny! I am so glad though for you...see he had a heart attack 1st and came home 4 days later and he went in for a stress test and had only 20% strength left in his heart...they said he had a heart attack of a 80 year old and that if he had waited 1 hour he would of died that night he 1st had his heart attack...he ended up staying home for 12 whole days and it was that time we had started going to church...2 Sundays we went and then he had to go back to the hospital...his stint they had put in was clogged, and they could'nt fix it so they had to do a emergency double bypass surgery on him but during that time his blood pressure was low and then after that MANY complications followed that led to his death....that's why I call it a miracle that he was able to come back home the 1st time because his heart was in such bad shape and he would of been on a heart transplant list had he lived...almost like God did give him enough time to go home you know what I mean to straighten things out with him. Thank you for reading and commenting! I appreciate it so much! I hope your health improves and I will be praying for you and your family!
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Hi,
This is such a beautiful testamony you have written. I also have accepted Jesus Christ into my life. I had open heart surgery January 5th (a double bypass) The Dr said I was in such bad shape that if I had a heart attack I too would have dies instantly. It was through the Grace of God that I was diagnosed (other doctors proclaimed the intense pain was 'in my head') Thank you for sharing this beautiful write with me.
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Hello sagittarian,
Thank you for reading and commenting on my poem, I really like your comment and how you said to carry my belief that it will carry me to the end....even through this time and grief I am going through from the loss of my loved one, I look at the last few weeks that we had together and just looked at everything and this is exactly what happened....it's hard to look at it to me in any other way then to see it how it is and was so I wanted to write about it...ty again for your kind comment! I appreciate it more then you know! -
Lyrical,
I am not as tough as a cookie as you may think..lol...I just want him back home soooo bad!!!
I know thats not possible but I just had to say what I was thinking...thank you so much for your kind comment on my poem....it means so much to me!
's back to ya my friend! Love, Kel
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oh wow sweety! What a heartwarming, yet heartbreaking tale. I know you are hurting. I can't imagine losing a lover and bestfriend to death. I know one day we'll probably all experience it but I just can't imagine it. I know you are hurting but it is so good to see you gathering all your stength and all your faith and doing what you have to do to move on. You're one tough cookie you know that?
Love and hugs my sweet friend.
~Lyrical
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wow this is great.....so is god like i told you months ago I tried to find god.then when one of my idols got murdered on stage I stopped believing cause it was just so sad..then i got back into it...the day before the pope died I kept hearing a voice telling me to go to church the next day...the next day the pope died.I can relate to you in a way and again my thoughts are with you
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Awww Eris, I tell you! isn't it amazing what maybe ummmm 5 or 6 weeks of going to church will do for someone??!!
It is really hard though to keep going back to church without him because that was literally the last thing that we had just started to do....I was soooooo excited and I knew that that was all I needed and I was going to marry him this June instead of next June....I will continue to go it's just hard going because I almost cry when I am there knowing that that was where we had started something new for us...ty again for reading and commenting and your applause! I appreciate it more then you know!
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Spunky, this is very beautiful. I can feel your emotion and the struggle you are going through right now. Please continue to pray. God loves you my friend.
Cheers!
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Hi I-Love-Blood,
Thank you so much, even though you didn't say much..lol,your comment was great to me! Thank you so much for reading and commenting and the applause! I appreciate it more then you know!
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