Through so long I've waited
For you to see I'm not any one you know
You seem to see me as things I'm not
but somehow I love you so...
You seem to think that
I'm still someone you know
You try to say that
I'm seeing things the wrong way.
But somehow I love you so...
I've waited so long
For the day to come
When we see eye to eye
That day it never came
and still I don't see why
but somehow I love you so...
I know I've been a monster
I've gone through things you can't comprehend
You seem to think you understand
However you're wrong
Somehow I hate you so...
I've said things I never meant
I never get along with people
You don't understand I give them a chance
but they don't give me one
I still try and play in their little dance
Somehow I hate you so...
I know the time I've waiting for
Shall never come knocking on my door
I was for once happy
and sadly
I'm no longer because of you
Somehow I hate you so...
You've become who I despise
and someone who I expect to wish my demise
If I hate you?
If I love you?
No matter what I do?
You're always a sister to me...
But that change whats happened
We've both said things we may regret
Perhaps we'll never talk again
Perhaps we'll never see each other
But your always a sister to me...
I'm sorry for the things I've said
But I can't say I fully regret
Because they things I said are who I am
You're always a sister to me...
I laugh when there's nothing I can say
I laugh when I am sad
I laugh when mad
I laugh when I've been hurt
I laugh to stop the pain
You thought I was laughing at you
You thought I was being a monster
You thought I was truly laughing
You thought I wasn't crying inside
You thought I was trying to cause pain
Somehow I love you...
Somehow I hate you...
But you're always a sister to me...
You'll always be a sister to me...
Be a sister to me...
Be a sister to me...a monster
Author notes
My friend that I am writing this to probably will never read it...its a person thats not rebecca from my other poems though.
This poem holds a special place in my heart because I wrote it while me and a friend I've had since we were five had our first huge fight...It took us nine years though to have that fight. It made me think about what I was really feeling towards her.
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I highly recomend both of these!
Written April 2nd, 2005
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aww and wow! This is a really powerful poem that is ful of so many different emotions! it may seem obvious but what D word was it you used, because you never wrote it in your authors comments! Anyway good write and thanks for entering
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Wow.This was a really great write.Very creative.A little long but I still liked it!Nice job
and keep up the good work.
*Rose
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I like it. I'm a little sister so when in the end you said...
Be a sister to me...a monster
It never ceases to amaze me how we can come to love the little monsters in our lives, regardless of the form they take. I hope your heart has finally sorted through your feelings. Great Write and Good Luck in my contest.
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