Gruesome

Sun shinging through the window,
I feel as though its casting a shadow.
I shut the window and close my eyes,
Letting the stench of me slowly be baptised.

I pick up the knife, and open the door,
I feel as though Im a fucked up whore.
I slowly shut it, so no one hears is close,
my victim I had already yesterday chose.

Slowly but surely, I start through the rain,
hating the people who caused me such pain.
I hate this human race that seems to plauge thee,
but I am of human too, so thats why I hate me.

What happened to the days, they were so innocent and free,
but I think that all stopped when I found out reality.
I slowly walk, getting wet and soaked,
I think this time, my victim will be choked.

Slowly I stumble through the yard,
I suddenly spot a lonley police car.
I shake my head and slowly start to pass,
but then he called my name out at last.

He called me by the name of young miss,
I didnt say anything, he was getting me pissed,
"What are you doing out and I night like this?"
I stabbed him in the head, I just couldnt resist.

I run as fast as I can, running through the cruel rain,
I feel as though I havent got a single thing to gain.
I fall to the ground and stab right through my chest,
I have now fallen into my eternal rest.