it happened so long ago.
...it hurts like yesterday
you have to learn to live with it,
...how could i push that away?
its something you couldn't stop
...is that why i feel so powerless?
i swear its not your fault
...maybe that's why I'm such a mess
you were too young to understand
...I'm older and I understand now
it really helps to talk about it
...i still cant even fathom how
its okay I'm here for you
...then where the fuck were you?
what happened tell me more
...i was a fucking 4 year old whore
don't say that you know its not true
...its how I feel what if this was you
are you okay to be alone tonight
...I'm sure I'll make it past midnight
we can put you somewhere safe
...i don't want to be safe i just want to be
they'll help you out where your going
...i cant go there that's just obscene
you cant stay here your a mess
...i cant go there I'm not insane
these people will help you they know what to do
...i don't fucking need them i can live day to day
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Written March 14th, 2005
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Awe Dest!! I know were not all that close anymore, but dude anytime you need me, just give me a call and i'll do my best to help. <33
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perfect
Oh Destiny Anne. OH! Don't read this. You're reading it now. I'm gonna go back and change everything about this comment. EXCEPT the fact that I liked it like 1-10 like a 39 and umm....you're not looking now so I'm also gonna add that I LOVE YOU TONS~!!!! <3Jess
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Abuse is everywhere I turn. I feel like I AM abuse since I've been for so long. I know I'm not though, I'm still learning how to be me. If this is a personal experience I hope someday you'll find peace with yourself. I know I'm still learning. Take care.
Hugs,
Berianne
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