My pride is broken.
You took everything away
Shattered the remaining parts I had.
The part that I was able to hold my head up high
The part that I was able to hold back my tears.
I've fallen in the line of duty.
I've fallen as a human being
Not able to hide behind my golden mask
Of smiles and laughs.
I'm a worthless human being
Not worth your joy.
Not worth the time we shared.
The time that I was so happy
The time where I had pride.
You have to be the one who always wins
The one that has to make every beings life miserable
The one who never holds back anger.
I've finally given in.
Giving away my pride.
My pride that means so much
Now means nothing.
Thrown away like a piece of horrendous trash.
I'm the one who lost it all.
The one who put myself in my situation.
Having so much regret
I wish I didn't have to face the ones who hate.
The ones who give the glares
And their two cents.
Time to face another bright day.
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I honeslty can say I hate myself. I fucked up everything.
Written March 14th, 2005
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awesome take a bow
that was a good poem, well put i felt the power in the words. -
No, you have no idea what I did. I screwed up everything. I'm the reason why everything is fucked up.
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no no one ever skrews up everything..... What is meant to be always works out i am a living example of this......Everything will be ok don't hate yourself.... Never hate yourself it doesnt help anything
*racheal
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