im angry yet i cannot hate you
cause your unloved by those you want from.
im fuming but i cannot yell at you
cause you wont hear the love in my voice.
i cant even begin to talk to you
cause ive built up a wall to separate us.
even if i could i cant visit you in the hospital,
cause its a positive reinforcement for having done this to yourself.
i dont want to be involved!.. but i care;
i heard about all thats become of you
you're troubled, out of whack,
lost, and confused.
but who am i to judge, i feel the same way.
except i can handle my anger in a healthy manner,
I channel hurtful emotions into dance, while you...
dig your grave.
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what do you do when you're friend is a cutter? and all the people she talks to, ON THIS SITE...ENCOURAGE her to FUCKING DO SO.
for all of you, dig a little deeper next time... i hate you. your grave is waiting, leave her here with me.
Written March 13th, 2005
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this is rediculously sad. it makes me want to cry. but beautiful capture of emotion. verry good.-katey
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damn. i have to say that even though that was a free write that just might be the best fucking thing you have ever written. it was beautiful. oh my gosh. that was amazing. i love the last lines.mary. that was amazing!
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