I'll hate you
today
I'll hate you
Always
I'll never
forgive you
for the things you
did
But I'm protecting you
But why?!
Why should I protect
the one guy who
"raped" me?!
Because I don't
wanna die
I'll die
because
I'll feel sorry that
your in jail
Even though you
should be
I'll be crying
because I did that
I dont know
why
I would be
I should be
Happy
If I should say
your name
But I can't Because
It doesnt
feel right
to do so?
I know I should,
But I just can't
do it,
This is way too
difficult!
This life,
This guy
It's just too much!
Author notes
my thoughts of the rape
Written February 4th, 2005
