I'll never be good enough

You think I'll never be good enough
You think I'm a hopeless soul
Not good enough for anyone
Not even you.
Not even your own daughter is good enough for you,
All you do is pull me down
Saying how I'm worthless
And that I'm a wimp when I cry
But when I never cry at all
You say I'm a heartless soul
You say I need to start acting like a girl
But then you complain I'm too girly
You wished I never existed
Or that I was a guy
But only a few years ago
When everything was 'perfect'
You called me your miracle child
And how you loved me so much
Now that time has faded
And things aren't so great.
Fighting is an everyday thing
Its nothing new
Its a blessing if we don't go at each others throats.
You've kicked me out once or twice
Because I'm getting too much to handle
And because you don't love me
I'm not your child
You'll never except who I am
And I'll never be how you want me to be
But you just wont except that
Will you.
No matter how many times I say I'm sorry
And how I love you so much
All you do is give me a blank stare
Point to the door
And tell me to leave.