twisted

Covered in thorns I can’t even touch myself
The dead oleander from my garden glares
In poison increments and thornless stares
Brittle shell I’m breaking again…where’s it
Where did my soul go, tell me whisper
Seduction and silk, tears of rotten milk
Filled with fairy tales but you stole my glass slipper

“For the last time…baby… you don’t wear shoes
And neither do I”

Well kill me then. Let me feel your ugliness
She whispers in my ear and then acts like I can’t
Hear her
My daggers are getting sharper, stop trying to try
My oh my I’m keeping my cool. (hurt me bleed me)
But self destruction…oh self destruction keeps me up
Chaos is my whip, and I’m not the rider- it’s my getup
Lick your lips I swear to god this is not the end of it

I’m a snake, but where’s my dinner
Starving to death will you give your life to me?
So I can have a soul to eat.
Pretty, pretty, ugly, ugly please
Society made me not me but it’s just the medicine they gave me
I am pretty on the inside mommy says I am a flower what do you think
I think that your as ugly as heaven’s towers little boy you don’t know
When to speak properly
Shut up.
Shut up.
Just… don’t get sent away.

That dragon threatened me.
He made me cry.
I will not be sent away.