shes dying from the inside
you know you are
you know you are
it wasnt supposed to be
like this
you know it though
you're almost dead
don't bother to turn back
there is light up ahead
but what is the point now anyway
just to live so meaninglessly
through another hell filled day
without him you're nothing
thats what you've convinced youself
but you have set your mind to having him
not content with no one else
the other choice will bring you down further
dying from the inside out
so they say?
you don't know what they're talking about
you are still fine
you just need to unwind
calm yourself down
with something you can see through
of course
but thats all that he drank
you laugh
spilling a bit over your own chest
but thats just one other thing
that you've made into a mess
dying from the inside now
the questions that plauge them
are who? why? and how?
only a select few
were there
only the close ones knew
the affect he had on you
but it only lasted
just those few days
and whoever thought
that the price you'd have to pay
would be so high
and that dying from the inside
would be more painful
than truly leaving this earth
but the most hurtful things of all
are not the tears you have cried
the lies they've all lied
or what you've learned - the lessons
the most painful things of all of course
are simply just the endless questions
Author notes
hmm how to explain this - i dont really know how.. well its about my friend mostly( i think its self explanatory what happened to her, the original used and abused concept ) and .. well its about me too on some level i suppose just because i happen to be dead on the inside and well, theres no getting my happiness back. thanks for reading
Cass
afterthought: i love you evan carey, always have always will
now THAT should get you off my back
have a nice day
but i know i wont
Written February 19th, 2005
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Amazing. I loved this. Good luck in the contest.
Christina** -
without him you're nothing .. bloody sexie li
oy .. this fits me too well for comfort .. >.< .. my favorite line is without him youre nothing .. bloody gorgey is what it is .. youll be proud when you see my new one .. unfortunately its not here with me .. how depressing -_- .. anyways .. back to the original point of this being a sexie poem .. it is
hahah great job
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awesome
yay! i am the first to comment on this one!Great job! i loved it!
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