today i've finally beaten my curse
no longer alone
but instead i am happy
i've meant a man who isn't afraid
to love me to the extent of his heart
who isn't afraid to feel love
who isn't afraid to show me to the world
to show the world that he loves so much
loves me too much it hurts him
though we've been together for so little
i know that he's the one i love more
that my own self
he took me into his heart
when i needed someone the most
when i felt so bad
so dead
so nonexistent
like i was only taking up space and
the world was better off without me
like i was already dead and gone
but then i let him into my heart and
he took it so gently
he made me see that what i was feeling was
only me
that i was just depressed
sad because i wanted it that way
but now my eyes are open
so that i say this valentine's day
i've broken my ultimate curse
that twas thrust upon me by the gods
this valentine's day
i share with a man
who's shown me how to truly love
someone like i love myself now
he's opened my eyes to the truth
he's given me love that i deserve
he didn't break my heart like most
he let me see the world at it's best
at it's finest time and hour
so long as i gave him the one part of me
i feared the most
so long as i gave him my heart
the thing that was once my demise
now it is the one thing that guarantees my
living self
that guarantees my life and will to live
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its true i actually feel this way
Written February 14th, 2005
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This is a very heartfelt declaration. I think it is worth it for you to take a closer look and maybe fix a couple of typos that i notices: line 4, line 12, etc. nice work.
Scott
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