To rid these demons, exorcize my soul--
As music comforts blackness to my nights;
I search for love -- my Father's is not right
It's layman's payment for His Devil's dole:
Biblical verse was writ on Sacred scrolls;
On kin, a sin -- to perform sodomite.
Today, I'm forced to carry this birth-rite--
Abyss swallows me down her deep dark hole.
January
a pile of fresh black soil
father lies asleep
The pain I've lived, is worse than passing stones --
Or going and having a spinal tap.
These tests performed keeps me alive and well,
An illness begins to attack my bones --
It's a wonder I have yet to snap --
My life on earth has been a living hell.
Here is the link to the first two sonnets in the series of sequences:
Sonnet Sequence 1:
What I Dream
(Italian Gregorian Sonnaiku)
allpoetry.com/poem/1050056
Sonnet Sequence 2:
What I Dream
(Italian Gregorian Sonnaiku)
allpoetry.com/poem/1054636

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