Existence mine proclaimed this very day
Past life, I pondered -- ask existing gods --
Your demonic hot pain through jolted rods
Was payment for my journey -- for my stay?
I sit -- not blinded -- accepting this way
In Youth, I felt like Christ -- receive his flogs
My eyes blanketed by grey sheets of fog
My love for Father -- could not keep at bay
spring river banks
protect Easter lilies
my pregnant mother
When reliving abuse days -- blow by blow
Still questions linger on my kinship seed
So here's the tale, a soul raked over coals
Through breaks in time, my forgiveness does grow
I crave solitaire -- peace is what I need
To rid these demons, exorcize my soul.
Here is the link to the first sonnet in the series of sequences:
Sonnet Sequence 1:
What I Dream
(Italian Gregorian Sonnaiku)
allpoetry.com/poem/1050056


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