First you choose me, and I feel so very special.
Then you use me, but I don't really mind.
You abuse me, as I start to wonder why,
and then you lose me, leaving me behind.
Should I take you, into my open heart?
Should I wake you, open up your eyes?
...I can't make you, fall in love with me.
So I guess I'll just stop here and now...
I just don't want to, believe that you're the same.
It's so confusing, the way you play this game.
Will you really throw me down like all the rest have done before?
Can you honestly say that you won't show me out the door?
Do I even know what I'm saying?
Am I just spouting random words?
I guess I just... want to be closer.
And not feel so left out...
...did you have a good laugh?
Was it funny, was it?
Did you enjoy watching me squirm?
...no that wasn't you.
You're different I think.
...I think... that I...
No.
You hide inside and shut me out
but slowly I feel you open.
Maybe soon you'll trust again,
trust in me... and then...
I really don't know what you're thinking now
but still I talk to you...
I just want you to know
that, yeah, I hurt too.
Author notes
...it's about someone in particular. I felt... an urge to write this. Inspiration. Not a great piece cuz it's very torn apart... I was just... wanting to write... sorry. -Dan
Written February 10th, 2005
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Expressing Inner feelings
Wow, this seems kinda familliar, I guess it was great, much better than my work, though I dont know if you like any of my work.. -
Cruel sadness, Compelling story.
Indeed. Brilliant telling, the flow and rhythm as well as the stunning compelling emotions here. Just breathtaking and consuming, deeply mesmorizing. Your wording here, is wonderfully delivered; it creates such a gripping intensity which pulls the reader in and fascinates. Beautiful in all its grim misery... -
WoW! That was really good, really emotional. I understand it well, and know the feelings. Keep up the great work.
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