As I lay there on the table watching the doctor take my baby from...
I didn't care, I was 15, "far too young to have a baby" they would all say
My position on abortion, with myself having one at such a young age is CON
The only thing I thought about was MY life, and MY decisions, I didn't think of that baby... I didn't care... and it's fucking BULLSHIT!
NO ONE HAS THE RIGHT TO TAKE SOMEONES FUCKING LIFE NO ONE!!!!!!!!
Be it a baby, or an adult male...
Call me a hypocrite, call me whatever you want, I don't care... I know what I did was wrong... and I will pay for it in the end...
I won't go to hell (Hope) or burn I'm the the sulfur lakes, no I will see my baby Alexx.. That is what I would have called her ( I know it was her, I just know it) I will meet my baby, and she will come to me and ask me why I had killed her, and you know what I am going to tell my baby girl, I was selfish, it's the real reason, and I am not gonna go into the I was too young fucking bullshit, because I KNEW, I KNEW when I was fucking whoever it was that got me pregnant (yes I am really not sure who's it was) that there was a chance I could have go pregnant, I KNEW! You all know! A hypocrit I may be, but I also know what I did wrong, and I will suffer, indeed I will.
So to those that read this, yes I had an abortion, and no, I don't think it's right, I am AGAINST abortion!
Author notes
Alexx wherever you are... I love you
Written February 6th, 2005
A contest entry
- Silence Screams ((ABORTION)) by IrisUnseen.
300 points, ended February 11, 2005, 23 entries
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all matters happen for a reason. maybe you'll have something better come along. i know you'll regret it for a long time... for the rest of your life. you have to look on the brighter side though.. like what do you have now, and what your looking forward too. those things will reward you later on.
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your welcome, and this is sooo weird, cause I was just thinking about it, like 10 minutes before I got on AP, and I knew I had to write this, I don't care if I win anything.... it got things off my chest, and opened people up to what happened to me, ya know?
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Oh my..I am going to cry..I can't imagine the pain you have over this...you have expressed yourself wonderfully here..I am speechless...I applaud you for your words and for the courage to say them...
~Kristy -
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thank you for writing this...
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