Why did you Leave

You promised that you'd never be far
A phone call away is what you said
But you lied
Just like always
No more trouble you said
No more jacking around
I care about you
About me
About us
Bullshit
Why would you do something
Careless as usual
Drunk as usual
High as usual
Temper flaring, untamed
As usual
Why would you do things you promised you wouldn't
Scream like you used to
Cuss like you used to
Hit like you used to
Lie like you used to
I guess that you still do
Now you're gone and I can't love you
Cause they've locked you away
Did you ever think
What would happen to me
And You
And Us
When my mom finds out
What you did?
So now here I am
Now instead of a phone call away
All I get is a phone call a day
You left me again
In the cold harsh world
Scared
And Alone- for at least 8 more months
And then ill have someone
At least its not you
Cause now that I think about it
Nothing is colder