My Shattered Hearts Dream

In the darken night I erase the fake smile and begin to cry
My blood drenched tears scream to God asking why
I exchange my knife for a sweat memory of you
Still I feel so ugly as I remember how I’m weak, how I’m nothing, How I was untrue
I’m a filthy mass of skin blood and sin
How could I have taken a chance on never having your loving arms wrapped around me again?
I’m pretending that I’m glaring deep into your eyes
That somehow I can undo how I corrupted our relation ship with lies
My heart begins to feel cold.  This is the closest I have ever been to dead
I long for your love so I’m imaging you’re here beside me on my bed
That your hands are running gently through my hair
Poisoning your warm body on mine, you softly kiss my lips showing you still care
You’re pulling me closer as our lips again embrace
My trembling hand runs down your beautiful face
Pulling back my hair you breath on my neck then give it a bite
My whole body shutters in pure delight
I run my fingers down your side
Close my eyes as my restlessness I attempt to hide
You slowly remove my dress such an unbearable tease
Softly in your ear I whisper please, oh please
You run your fingers across my breast
Down my body till in me they rest
You know my spot as you get fast I shake
Clawing at your back I don’t know how much more I can take
You kiss down my neck then start to lick it
You drive me crazy as you suck on my tit
I’m already wet as with a few more kisses you work your way down
I try to hold back but release a moaning sound
My hearts racing I can’t take anymore
I eagerly rip off your shirt throwing you to the floor
We share a passionate kiss as we look into each others eyes
All pain is released from my heart, as your love has me hypnotized
Finally I can let go of the past, because I know our love is true
For the moment it seem if the world resolves around just me and you
Now with emotions raging hotter then fire
I give into my pleading desire
Pulling at my hair you slowly stick
Into me you’re long hard dick
Faster and faster such a wonderful feel
Suck pain and pleasure it seems unreal
But then I remember that it’s just as it may seem
That this is nothing more then my shattered hearts dream
Because now I imagine that I’m in your arms
Your love and devotion protecting my from all the worlds unbearable harms
Maybe one day I will have for what my heart does long
I pray love will be enough to keep us both strong
You have been there for me in the good I have helped you through the bad
I’m willing to endure these endless nights, If there’s any chance we can ever have what we had
I know our relationship isn’t as exciting as before
But in giving up this we have gained so much more
Still there is and end to every start
And no way of knowing if fate will rip us apart
So maybe I wont always be your slave
But you will always be the master of my heart.