"i want you to know it's a little F*cked up that im stuck here waiting..." -fort miner/holly brooke, where'd you go
"it's like my brain hemorages, and my thoughts just bleed onto the page..."- me
"the only words that should be uttered from our lips are "i love you". the only movements made when we kiss. but not today, i know...." - me
"you are like a slow and painful death. and i am like watching a plane crash in slow motion. we simply cannot co-exist. you're more than a bitter pill, you're CYANIDE." -me
im going to stop fighting and forcing things all in the essence of trying to make my life work. i dont need the people i try so hard to please. waving my arms right in front of them, sending out an s.o.s.....all for nothing. im focusing on myself. and i like it. i have to take care of myself. not of them. they never took care of me. and that's fine.
i always thought i could trust my instincts. then again, it was never my instincts that let me down.....
so here i sit.....stilll patiently awaiting something that means so much to me. yeah. im scared. i've never been so scared about it in my life. this is what insecurity does to you after humanity has ripped apart every last shred of confidence you once held.
"it's like my brain hemorages, and my thoughts just bleed onto the page..."- me
"the only words that should be uttered from our lips are "i love you". the only movements made when we kiss. but not today, i know...." - me
"you are like a slow and painful death. and i am like watching a plane crash in slow motion. we simply cannot co-exist. you're more than a bitter pill, you're CYANIDE." -me
im going to stop fighting and forcing things all in the essence of trying to make my life work. i dont need the people i try so hard to please. waving my arms right in front of them, sending out an s.o.s.....all for nothing. im focusing on myself. and i like it. i have to take care of myself. not of them. they never took care of me. and that's fine.
i always thought i could trust my instincts. then again, it was never my instincts that let me down.....
so here i sit.....stilll patiently awaiting something that means so much to me. yeah. im scared. i've never been so scared about it in my life. this is what insecurity does to you after humanity has ripped apart every last shred of confidence you once held.
- Last seen on Aug 15 10:25 PM 2008. Member since February 21, 2005.
- I'm a supertopaz delight poet for 89 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "he who laughs last just got the joke".
- I am a girl (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm sleeping, on myspace, playing with gore make up, and flirting.
- I have 89 comments, 31 poems
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wake me to something rational
not so complicating -
spare me all your bullshit
you're just a fuckin tease -
color me up make my eyes blue
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eternalsuicide on December 2, 2005hey. i havent heard from you in a long while. everything ok? anyway, hope you're not mad at me. call me sometime, dammit!
meg
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Ur Supergurl on November 21, 2005hey babe, soon ill write somethin for anjelika....maybe..lol.
anyways, yeah ill ttyl. Much Love, -Sable- -
CharcoalScreams on November 20, 2005hey katt. is there something wrong? thanks for the message. where have you been? has something happened? anyways, i've been ok........ i 'spose... hope nothing's happened- i've missed you so much. get back to me soon. bye love ya always,
Sammie xox -
eternalsuicide on September 7, 2005you know, i only named it sins, because i forgot the name for yours. i WAS going to call it Hunger Pangs, Part two, but i forgot it. lol. and you deleted it from your poems? why? it was so beautiful.
