My friends would be better off if I was dead. They would not worry about me, they wouldn't think about me. If I died, they would all grieve, but I could never do that, because there is one person I would hurt badly. That one person is my baby brother 'Max'. I might be a bitch to a lot of people, but if there is one person on this planet I would die for in a heartbeat, it is my baby brother. I love him like no one else. I might be a bitch, a bad friend, and a problem, but I am NOT a bad sister. Anyone that says that to me will get their ass kicked. If you mess with him, you mess with me.
Age: 1542
Location: A little star up in the sky, the one my cousin gave me...
Mood(right now) : Scared, Scarred, Tired, Confused,
Status: Single and Not Looking
~*~ I write when I am upset ~*~
~*~ I HATE when people say they "understand what I am going through". Bite me, no you don't have any idea ~*~
~*~ Music makes me cry ~*~
~*~ I trusted someone 100%, but he lost that 100% trust with me, he has to earn it back now, and I can not help him do that. ~*~
~*~ I don't believe in God, and I don't want to. If there IS a God, he sucks at his job! ~*~
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♀ + ♂ = Love
♀ + ♀ = Love
♂ + ♂ = Love
I may not be gay, I may not be bi, but that doesn't mean people should get discriminated because they love someone of the same gender.
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Some Quotes I have picked up
" There's only us, There's only this. Forget, regret, or life is yours to miss. No other road, no other way, No day but today."
"Theres only now, theres only here. Give into love or live in fear. No other path no other way. NO DAY BUT TODAY!"
"Being with children is like hanging out with miniature drunks."
"Always forgive your enemies: nothing annoys them so much."
"Don't make fun of nerds, odds are you will be working for one someday."
"A good friend will come and bail you out from jail. A true friend will be sitting next to you saying "Damn, we fucked up!""
"Ancient Egyptians slept on pillows made of stone. That's what actually caused many of their deaths...pillow fights!"
"Always smile. It makes people wonder what you're up to."
"Last night i lay in bed looking up at the stars and i thought to myself, 'Where in the hell is my ceiling?!'"
"Don't be afraid to try something new. An amateur built the Ark, professionals built the Titanic."
"Truth is stranger than fiction, because fiction has to make sense."
"Save the earth, the only planet with chocolate."
"The problem with life is theres no background music!"
"Real guys wear tight pants "
"DON'T HIT KIDS! No seriously they have guns now."
"I didn't loose my mind, I sold it on E-bay!"
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Cancer Awareness Is Important
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Every Abortion Is Just . . .
One more heart that was stopped. Two more eyes that will never
see. Two more hands that will never touch. Two more legs that will never
run. One more mouth that will never speak.
Help End Abortion
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My AP Family
Sister : Angelofthenight
Mother/Advice Giver : XoolalaXbabyX
Ask if you want to join my AP family!
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My poetry is dark, depressing and emoish, and I love that. I think that the best things in life have left me. I do not really think I have much more of a point here on earth. To get this out there now, my poetry, unless otherwise noted in my comments, is about real events in my life. Speak your mind in your comments, but understand that everything I write about has happened to me.
Age: 1542
Location: A little star up in the sky, the one my cousin gave me...
Mood(right now) : Scared, Scarred, Tired, Confused,
Status: Single and Not Looking
~*~ I write when I am upset ~*~
~*~ I HATE when people say they "understand what I am going through". Bite me, no you don't have any idea ~*~
~*~ Music makes me cry ~*~
~*~ I trusted someone 100%, but he lost that 100% trust with me, he has to earn it back now, and I can not help him do that. ~*~
~*~ I don't believe in God, and I don't want to. If there IS a God, he sucks at his job! ~*~
......... , . - . - , , .......
......... ) ` - . .> ' `( .......
........ / . . . .`.. . . .. ........
........ |. . . . . |. . .| .........
......... .. . . . ./ . ./ ...........
........... `(.. /.` ...........
............. `-;`.-' .............
............... `)| ... , .........
................ || .-'| ..........
............. , || .., / .........
....... , ..... ..|| .' ..............
....... |.. |.. , . ||/ ...............
.... , ....` | /|., |Y.., ...........
..... '-...'-.....||/ ..............
......... >.-`Y| ...............
.............. , _|| ..............
................ ..|| ..............
................. || ..............
................. || ..............
................. |/ ..............
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♀ + ♂ = Love
♀ + ♀ = Love
♂ + ♂ = Love
I may not be gay, I may not be bi, but that doesn't mean people should get discriminated because they love someone of the same gender.
....................................................................................................................
Some Quotes I have picked up
" There's only us, There's only this. Forget, regret, or life is yours to miss. No other road, no other way, No day but today."
"Theres only now, theres only here. Give into love or live in fear. No other path no other way. NO DAY BUT TODAY!"
"Being with children is like hanging out with miniature drunks."
"Always forgive your enemies: nothing annoys them so much."
"Don't make fun of nerds, odds are you will be working for one someday."
"A good friend will come and bail you out from jail. A true friend will be sitting next to you saying "Damn, we fucked up!""
"Ancient Egyptians slept on pillows made of stone. That's what actually caused many of their deaths...pillow fights!"
"Always smile. It makes people wonder what you're up to."
"Last night i lay in bed looking up at the stars and i thought to myself, 'Where in the hell is my ceiling?!'"
"Don't be afraid to try something new. An amateur built the Ark, professionals built the Titanic."
"Truth is stranger than fiction, because fiction has to make sense."
"Save the earth, the only planet with chocolate."
"The problem with life is theres no background music!"
"Real guys wear tight pants "
"DON'T HIT KIDS! No seriously they have guns now."
"I didn't loose my mind, I sold it on E-bay!"
....................................................................................................................
-----///\\-----
----///-\\\----
---|||---|||---
---|||----||---
---|||---|||---
----\\\-///----
-----\\///-----
------///\-----
-----///\\\----
----///--\\\---
Cancer Awareness Is Important
....................................................................................................................
Every Abortion Is Just . . .
One more heart that was stopped. Two more eyes that will never
see. Two more hands that will never touch. Two more legs that will never
run. One more mouth that will never speak.
Help End Abortion
....................................................................................................................
My AP Family
Sister : Angelofthenight
Mother/Advice Giver : XoolalaXbabyX
Ask if you want to join my AP family!
....................................................................................................................
My poetry is dark, depressing and emoish, and I love that. I think that the best things in life have left me. I do not really think I have much more of a point here on earth. To get this out there now, my poetry, unless otherwise noted in my comments, is about real events in my life. Speak your mind in your comments, but understand that everything I write about has happened to me.
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- I'm a diamond love poet for 199 comments.
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Teddy Bear, oh where did I put you?. - I am a 16 year old woman (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm Crying, Cutting, Thinking or all three.
- I am in the groups A Group For the Misunderstood depressed gothic and emo not to mention rockers, A Group for people who like to randomly stare at people just to freak them out, A Hard Rock and Heavy Metal Lovers Group, A Sanctuary for the Lost Alone Dark or Depressed, A day stained in blood The life of a cutter, Americans Against Illegal Imigrants, Atheists, Bloody Tears of a Cutter and Sexually Abused, Calling all Brits, Come Forth All Emos and Gothics, Cutters Anonymous oO, Cutters Noncutters and ExCutters, Cutters and Depressed writers club, Cutting Less angst more answers, Cutting blood and scars, Darkest Chicks Wanted, Darkness Over Whelms Our Souls, Death is for Emos, Deep Dark Secrets, Depressive and Suicide poem Lovers, Devourers of Darkness, Duct Taped Hearts and Barbed Wire Feelings, Emo Kids Of America, For All of Those Who Feel Lost or Alone, For People Who Cut and Have Tried To Kill Themselves, For teens in pain, Gothic Hideaway, If You Smoke Drink or Cut And Are Under 18, Pain Is An Addiction, People Who Love the Rain, Razors and Raindrops, Take A Gun To My Head And Please Promise Not To Miss, a group for cutters, cutters and bleeders, dark wolf pack of death, lost in this world, xx Perfection Pills xx Puppet Pawns xx
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Crimson-Flows : Welcome!! on June 10Hey Peregrin,
Just wanted to officially welcome you to Bloody Tears of a Cutter and Sexually Abused! It's really becoming a great group and I hope you enjoy it! If you have any questions or comments or just wanna talk just msg me anytime!! Take Care!
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Star-of-David : Thanks on May 29hey I just wanted to say thank you for the comment on my poem, Exmortis. I'm glad you liked it.
I've read through some of your stuff, and I really like it, diferent to what I normally read.
Anyway, hopefully chat to you soon.
Star-of-David
